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Friendship is like peeing on yourself

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 23, 2009, 6:08 AM

Mood: Sunny Mood
Eating: HUNGRY.
Drinking: water

My fiance started his Work Term today. I can't say I am not excited for him, because I am. I simply have a worry that our plans to live together will be deterred. I'm so anxious to just be with him and eventually start a family with him, that I'm becoming scared. All I want in life is to be happy with the person who means the most to me. Thinking about it makes my heart want to jump out of my chest so it can ask all these questions of "When" and "If". I just have to wait. I know he wants to be with me as much as I want to be with him and I do not want to lose something where someone knows me so perfectly and has been there for me since I was 17.

I honestly hope this economy works out at my job. I want my old pay back so I can return to being able to save and spend for myself. I wouldn't worry so much about our future of being together. I seriously fucking hope his job doesn't leave us stuck. For now though... all I need is his encouragement.

Anyways. Back to being busy.

I have commissions to get to.

Again, this mood changer is a fuckin liar.

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~fantasyforever Jun 23, 2009, 6:34:29 AM

*hugs* I know what you mean. But for me, the bottom dropped out after I moved into a new apartment with my fiance. He lost his job, and I was scared to death we wouldn't be able to keep our apartment. Right now he has a part-time job and we're limping by, but the economy is scaring my senseless and making our future together seem a little rocky financially.

But as long as you have each other to lean on, you should be fine. :3 Good luck, and godspeed!

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~KaiserKnight Jun 23, 2009, 7:21:22 AM

All I can say is give it time. If you ever need help with bills ect just ask

~ice-sculpture Jun 23, 2009, 7:32:49 AM

i felt excited when i read the title.."Friendship is like peeing on yourself "..
awsome...!!
but what the heck does it have to do with what you wrote??
you're talking about a boy friend ,,are not you??
any way..hope you get what you want..

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~Everybody lies,,

~Yasmina-K Jun 23, 2009, 7:53:31 AM

you are such a romantic! So beautiful!

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I don't care about things that don't matter! I mean, why should I?

*canadian-rainwater Jun 23, 2009, 8:01:05 AM

Best of luck for you two, although I'm sure it will all work out fine, given how much you two love each other.

Only been with my boy for a year and a half now, but the entire ordeal has been unfolding over 10,000km distance, and we're still dreaming of when we can be together after uni.

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=luniara Jun 23, 2009, 8:54:28 AM

LOL! I dunno why I put it. I was just thinking bout it.

~Rhaimel Jun 23, 2009, 10:00:17 AM

Everything will work out. You'll see~

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Ciao kids,
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=luniara Jun 23, 2009, 10:01:56 AM

!!!

~tainted-aura Jun 23, 2009, 10:23:21 AM

Friendship is like peeing on yourself... All that's coming to mind is smelly, warm, gross, and wet. XD

Maybe I'm analyzing too literally...

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You're probably tired of hearing this by now, but, is there any chance we can stop so I can find some pants?

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